Ace hun, Please come back on? Please do not do this? I love you and you are the only one keeping me alive and fighting this cancer... Please dont do it? Please?? Everyone i have come to love and care for deeply always leaves me , please dont leave me like they did? Please come back? Please stay and talk to me? please? im begging you please dont do this? please dont hurt me? Everyone i have ever cared about has hurt me and left me.. Peter passed away Bud Leaf dont come on anymore to even say hi.. dont even know where he is or went to God took my mom away David and Elaine left and knew how much i cared for them but they didnt give a damn about me or my feelings, heck all they could have done was said we are leaving but will write or they could have even just called but noo.. they didnt care about me.. they didnt care the damage it would do to me.. they were all hifgh and mighty and the hell with anyone else or their feelings.. You know i left elaine flowers at home by her garage door,, like she really cared or even wanted them.... probably threw them away... she was like a mom to me , i gave her everything but it wasnt good enough.. heck expressire child has left me now.. and its not his fault but something interefered and now we cant chat like we used to... Ace you know i need you.. if your going then i am going tonight also sorry everyone but if ace has given up then so do i.... sorry , see, carolyn , anastasia, Ampacity and others.. cancers gonna take me anyway..