I have tried to contact people on sf but i am now feeling ashamed of myself, i regret anything i have said to anyone on this forum good or bad as i am a bad influence on anyone. im sorry for the pain ive caused anyone on this forum, im not here for pitty or sympathy and i regret to inform you what i said before was true and what you may think seemed like attention seeking was truely not. everything that i said i did was true. The help that People tried to give me on sf almost worked, but i felt miss understood as no-one can understand how i truely feel. As his partner i feel that talking to people on here helped him a great deal when it came to dealing with his problems direct and like Tony says he never intented to hurt or affend anyone on this forum. Right now he is going through a bad patch in his life like im sure many of you are......., butTony has his own way of dealing with things. Once again im sorry for the pain you think he may of caused , but i can assure you that there was no harm intended. Tony signing out.