Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by TBear, Jan 5, 2009.
NO ,please don't do this!!
Talk to us....tell us what's happening?
TBear u went immediately offline :sad:
wait wat's wrong?
Please don't give up Tbear. :sad:
I hope you find your way back to us TBear. :hug:
I hope that you'll come back and talk to people.
Hang in there x
whats happening? T Bear?
TBear your friends are reaching out to you!! Please come back on line and talk to us!!
Tbear please let us know if you are okay :hug:
Not sure I would say I'm Okay... but I'm here.
Thank you for the responses -
I was triggered, I couldn't take it anymore, almost did something stupid and had to isolate for awhile.
im glad you are still here. what is going on? what triggered you?
tell us the problem Tbear so we can try and help you, what caused you to get to this state of mind?
I'm alone and things are just closing in.
Coming to this forum has helped me see my reactions to what has been done to me aren't so different. Yet, it causes me to have to accept that the immensity of what I have endured is real and the cause of my feelings.
42 years of abuse, rape, control....from childhood abuse to domestic abuse and now what?
Then the constant pressures of everyday life ...
Alone and the only one for my children - we were basically abandoned by their abusive father which is a mixed bag...I wish he would have just gotten better - There are no aunts, uncles, grandparents ...
I cannot handle the past and deal with the present but I have no choice...
Then the constant economic struggles and lack of privacy.... I just want to scream. And yet, the present moment is ok - others must have it worse - so I feel like such a jerk to complain...
There is no escape.