I'm Gone

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by TBear, Jan 5, 2009.

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  1. TBear

    TBear Antiquities Friend

    Good bye
  2. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter


    NO ,please don't do this!!

    Talk to us....tell us what's happening?
  3. physician

    physician Well-Known Member

    TBear u went immediately offline :sad:

    wait wat's wrong?
  4. Dave_N

    Dave_N Guest

    Please don't give up Tbear. :sad:
  5. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    I hope you find your way back to us TBear. :hug:
  6. Speck

    Speck Well-Known Member

    I hope that you'll come back and talk to people.

    Hang in there x
  7. Leiaha

    Leiaha Well-Known Member

    whats happening? T Bear?
  8. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    TBear your friends are reaching out to you!! Please come back on line and talk to us!!
  9. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Tbear please let us know if you are okay :hug:
  10. TBear

    TBear Antiquities Friend

    Not sure I would say I'm Okay... but I'm here.

    Thank you for the responses -

    I was triggered, I couldn't take it anymore, almost did something stupid and had to isolate for awhile.

    Stronger now...
  11. icerain

    icerain Well-Known Member

    im glad you are still here. what is going on? what triggered you?
  12. tendenCs_89

    tendenCs_89 Well-Known Member

    tell us the problem Tbear so we can try and help you, what caused you to get to this state of mind?
  13. TBear

    TBear Antiquities Friend

    I'm alone and things are just closing in.

    Coming to this forum has helped me see my reactions to what has been done to me aren't so different. Yet, it causes me to have to accept that the immensity of what I have endured is real and the cause of my feelings.

    42 years of abuse, rape, control....from childhood abuse to domestic abuse and now what?

    Then the constant pressures of everyday life ...

    Alone and the only one for my children - we were basically abandoned by their abusive father which is a mixed bag...I wish he would have just gotten better - There are no aunts, uncles, grandparents ...

    I cannot handle the past and deal with the present but I have no choice...

    Then the constant economic struggles and lack of privacy.... I just want to scream. And yet, the present moment is ok - others must have it worse - so I feel like such a jerk to complain...

    There is no escape.
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