The first time I overdosed on some pills and lived. This time I'm gonna set up something that I WILL NOT survive. I lost faith in everything. I lost care in everything. Everything I do, I fail in. I mean come on, I failed my driving test three fucking times. Even before that, I always thought I was a waste of space. Please don't tell me "I'm here for a reason" or that "I am important", because I will never ever believe that. Never. You will change my mind. I should of done this long ago.