I'm heading to Paradise

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by eduardo, Nov 8, 2010.

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  1. eduardo

    eduardo Active Member

    When I began to have these suicidal feelings I was scared and sad... Now I'm happy because it's the happiness you feel when you know everything will be over soon... No more pain, no more tears, no more being scared.

    I'm already dead... I have no dreams and no hope... so suicide is just to be formal.

    As the Italian song says:

    I do know.
    I know I'll be on the train that goes to paradise.
    I say Goodbye and then I catch the train.
    Now I'm leaving without second thoughts.

    A journey that is forever makes only sense when you're not returning
    Without stations without limits
    Only horizons getting closer and closer.
    I will be quiet in my seat and I will see the sky so blue and so bright
    I am heading to paradise... It's a real paradise
  2. may71

    may71 Well-Known Member

    hello Eduardo,

    Sorry that you are feeling suicidal.

    I don't know what your religion is, but I think that there is a pretty clear consensus among religions that suicide is not the path to paradise.

    I don't think that anyone really wants to die, they just want their pain to end.

    Can you talk about why you are suicidal?

    Have you tried any treatment?

    There are lots of people who have been where you are at who thought there was no other way out, but they were able to pull through and now are glad that they didn't kill themselves. Please think about this.

    Won't there be anyone who would miss you or be sad that you are gone?

    You've been through something very painful, maybe you would feel better if you told people about what is going on?
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