I'm here, walking on the edge

Discussion in 'Welcome' started by the prodigal failure, Aug 16, 2006.

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  1. Hello.
    I have been suicidal many times in my life. I have 3 attempts that were unsuccessful but the last one was close ( 3 days in ICU on a ventilator). The fact that I am here is positive. My wife, I cannot talk to about how I feel. She views these feelings as selfish attempts at her, which is far from the truth. I would give anything to not be suicidal, to not have a form of bipolar disorder, to be normal, for lack of a better word. Maybe I can help some of you and perhaps you may help me, knowingly or not.
     
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  2. LtRoarke

    LtRoarke Guest

    Welcome to SF, prodigal! I am sorry that you're hurting right now. When somebody will not listen to me or I am not in the mood to talk, I write down everything I am feeling. Sometimes, I tear up the paper I wrote it on! It makes me feel tons better. Feel free to type your feelings here; we will listen and offer our support. I look forward to seeing you around the forum. Best wishes to you :)
     
  3. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    Welcome to SF. I am sure you will find someone to share your pain with. We have many good people here that truly do understand. :hug: PM me if you would like to talk
     
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  4. thedeafmusician

    thedeafmusician Staff Alumni

    :welcome:

    TDM
     
  5. kittie kat

    kittie kat Active Member

    hey there!! welcome to ur 2nd family...
    I am here too if u wanna talk...
     
  6. Abacus21

    Abacus21 Staff Alumni

    Welcome to SF :)

    Take care, and see you around the forum, and maybe the chatroom!

    Joe
     
  7. Hi - and welcome to SF. I am sorry that you have been hurting so bad - hopefully the members at SF will understand and be able to help - many people here know how painful problems can be. Hope to see more of you here

    Love

    GE
     
  8. theleastofthese

    theleastofthese SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Welcome to the forum!:smile: Come here as often as you need to vent or help. I am sorry you have been unhappy and hope that perhaps our friendship can help you in some way.

    hugs and hope,

    least
     
  9. BlackPegasus

    BlackPegasus Well-Known Member

    Sorry I'm late but I'd still like to offer you a warm welcome.

    Mia
     
  10. Manically Depressed

    Manically Depressed Active Member

    Why do people always say its selfish to want to kill yourself? Ive never viewed it as being selfish.
     
  11. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    welcome to the forum

    vikki xxx
     
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