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hun, why wouldnt you post it? we're here to read eachothers stuff and to rant and vent. this site is made for that, so that others can be there for you!
if you really are uncomfortable with posting stuff, you can still post it in a pm to me. let me be there for you. if you want my msn addy, just pm me and I'll give it to you :hug:
I'm here for you
if you really are uncomfortable with posting stuff, you can still post it in a pm to me. let me be there for you. if you want my msn addy, just pm me and I'll give it to you :hug:
I'm here for you
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Why wouldn't I post it? first of all... if it were actually under my real name, or if anyone figured out who I was.. I'm sure this post would be burried in a heart beat like old times. I'm not really stable enough to handle being shut down like that..
I wish I knew what to do, I wish I could just talk to someone.
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I wish I knew what to do, I wish I could just talk to someone.
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Thanks Hazel and Ishtar.
Interesting how I've never exactly talked to either of you before but here without knowing who I am the two of you are offering more than most ppl do here. I miss the good ol' days when There was always someone to turn to in times like these. Is it possible that we get to a point of depression where no one wants to bother anymore unless you're someone anonomous.
I appreciate you both offering.. and wish I could take you up on your offers.. but I just feel that I'd be wasting your time. There's a lot more worthwhile people on this forum that could use your ears/shoulders more than I could. i'm sure that in some way I'll survive..
Is there a time when things become so messed up in your own mind that you simplify it to a point where it confuses you more than the original thought? That in itself sounds confusing. I thought that just thinking things through and spending some time on my own I'd be able to sort out some of the thoughts that have been hurting me these past few weeks.. but it seems as though I've confused myself more than I was in the begining.. and I've caused myself more pain and torment.
I'm so confused
Interesting how I've never exactly talked to either of you before but here without knowing who I am the two of you are offering more than most ppl do here. I miss the good ol' days when There was always someone to turn to in times like these. Is it possible that we get to a point of depression where no one wants to bother anymore unless you're someone anonomous.
I appreciate you both offering.. and wish I could take you up on your offers.. but I just feel that I'd be wasting your time. There's a lot more worthwhile people on this forum that could use your ears/shoulders more than I could. i'm sure that in some way I'll survive..
Is there a time when things become so messed up in your own mind that you simplify it to a point where it confuses you more than the original thought? That in itself sounds confusing. I thought that just thinking things through and spending some time on my own I'd be able to sort out some of the thoughts that have been hurting me these past few weeks.. but it seems as though I've confused myself more than I was in the begining.. and I've caused myself more pain and torment.
I'm so confused
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I can barely even manage to type what I have already. I feel so guilty for doing it.. sit here for a good 5 minutes debating whether or not to push the post button. I've hurt enough ppl here. I appreciate you sticking by me.. even though you know nothing.
I attempted and failed.... Thanks to a certain few people. They know who they are. and I haven't talked to them since. I feel worse about that. I miss the times where I talked to you guys as openly as I've ever been.
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I attempted and failed.... Thanks to a certain few people. They know who they are. and I haven't talked to them since. I feel worse about that. I miss the times where I talked to you guys as openly as I've ever been.
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NotSoGood, you can say what you want, you can try to push me away as much as you want; it won't work. It's not your place to decide whether I'm gonna be here for you or not. that's my own decision. And I decided I am gonna stick with you, dont care how long I have to wait until you will be open towards me. I am here for you and wanna show you that you can trust me. And hopefully you'll come to trust me enough to open up to me.
I'm here, never forget that... :hug:
I'm here, never forget that... :hug:
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