I'm not alone but feel alone. My wife doesn't care about me anymore, nobody does. This is not my first marriage, but for the 15 years we have been together, I have been totally in love with her. Now she comes clean and says that she's been faking it and is tired of pretending. I'm disabled from a back injury and live in constant pain. No longer can I work or do the things that I enjoy. Money is not a part of the problem, but it also provides no relief. Once again I am so lost, tired of this feeling. I've accomplished everything that I want to accomplish. I'm tired of the physical pain and can't deal with the emotional pain. I just wish I had a battery that I could unplug and end everything.