7 ears ago I felt in love with a girl, who already had a boyfriend. She made me happy, when I saw her, she gave me hope. When she moved to another country I was depressed, but I still had a small peace of hope. 2 months ago my hope finally died. I have tried everything that I wanted to try before - SCUBA diving, inline skating, alpine skiing and snowboarding. I tried to find another girl, but nothing helps me. Now I don't know what to do. I don't want anything. Every minute don't know what to do. Sometimes I think to write a letter to that girl, but don't know what I can write. I feel pain every minute, every day, every week. No hope, no future.