this is the first time that I have fell in love. he dumped me over a month ago and i cant get over it. I know that this sounds normal for a teenager but he said shit thats not true that i beleived. Im going to be in 9th grade this fall and hes going to be in 12th. I will see him at school the whole next year, but im afraid i will start crying when i see him. i havent seen him for over a month and he proposed to me almost 2 months ago and I'm so depressed because I think he used me. I rejected him because i said i was only 14 and i think i should wait. I'm in love with him still but he blocked me on facebook and he hangs up each time i call him. I dont know what to do! He lives a few blocks away from me and i sit across the street from his house because it brings back good memories i had with him. he lied to me about everything. I believed him. If you want the whole story and situation dont be afraid to ask. And I'm begging for help.