It's been a long time since I've been a part of anything like this - a forum, I mean. My name is Sam, but you can call me Pan if you want. I'll respond to either. I'm 20 years old and I work full time in the field of marketing. I live with my boyfriend in a small apartment overlooking a glassy Minnesotan lake. I have a cat that wears a bow tie named Apollo and eleven tattoos to date. My hair is lavender right now but naturally it's a dark brown. It hasn't been natural in a while. I like books, the quiet, doors that aren't on door frames, cats, poorly made films, expertly made films, people that like to talk about books and doors that aren't on door frames, fashion and DIY couture, and, well.. most of my preferred activities are creative and solitary. This is weird. I don't really know what else to say. I guess there's the depression bit. It's almost old hat by now. I've felt greyness in my footsteps for as long as I can remember. It's just been pretty unbearable as of late so I thought maybe making some connections.. well, maybe that'd help. Hi.