Hello, I'm new here and I don't really know what I'm doing but.... For the past four years I've had suicidal thoughts and I''ve been kinda sad (I don't want to say I'm depressed because I don't really know). I used to selfharm (I'm now 4 months clean). And I tried to kill myself two years ago.
I thought I was gettiing better because I stopped cutting myself and I was happier but for some unknown reason I'm getting bad again. It is hard for me to think about anything else besides killing/cutting myself. I don't want to leave my house. I'm scared, so scared. I have no one to talk to, I'm so sorry
I thought I was gettiing better because I stopped cutting myself and I was happier but for some unknown reason I'm getting bad again. It is hard for me to think about anything else besides killing/cutting myself. I don't want to leave my house. I'm scared, so scared. I have no one to talk to, I'm so sorry