i'm just out of patience

i'm out of patience and out of happiness. things will happen in the near future but i can't wait that long. i want to just forget about my problems and move on. i can't yet. i could go on the bus and visit some people but i have no energy to do that any more... sigh...

look, forget it. i'm posting when there are people much worse off than me who actually need help. i'll try not to post unless i have something meaningful to say