I don't feel good right now....both physically and emotionally.I am so lonely and hopeless right now. I'm 11 months sober, but I feel like drinking to numb the pain. Really, I just feel like giving up right now. There are a lot of reasons why I feel this way, but overall, it's because I don't see my life ever getting better. I am ashamed of who I am . Sorry, as I know this is nothing new, what I am saying. I just don't know what else to do right now.