I'm just so done...

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by Ajean, Feb 2, 2012.

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  1. Ajean

    Ajean Well-Known Member

    It hurts to breath, I can't sleep, my eyes burn, my head feels like its going to pop, my ears are ringing. I'm so tired. I don't know what my life would be like if I was well. I don't even remember what it felt like to not hurt.

    Every now and then, when the panic attacks get really bad, I start hurting myself... I don't cut, and I dont really notice I've been doing it for a while, but its kind of just repeatedly tapping something hard against myself. eventually I feel it, and sometimes it bruises really badly. I just noticed that I was doing it to my face...

    I have to go to class in the morning. Sit around on the college campus all day. Meet with my group.

    I don't want to do it anymore. Any of it. I just want to fall asleep and never wake up.
    I'm so tired of being damaged.

    I should have the right to die rather than live in pain. Its not going away, its not getting better. Theres no way I can live like this.
  2. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    we will do our best to help
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