That's what I got told tonight. Well at least when I play poker. I'm not supposed to take it personally though. Oh no, don't take it personally. I pretty much knew that that's how most see me. Why not? I've had nothing go right in my life so I know I've become an asshole. Got tired of listening to girls bitch and complain about their awful boyfriends just to run back into their arms and give them another chance. Got tired of trying to make people happy just for me to be fucked over and left depressed. Oh and I once again get to see a girl I'm attracted to, go after some other guy I hang with. This time my roommate (if he even sees it). Got an appointment for a psych referral on Oct. 10th, guess it will be a lotto draw if I make it.