For about a year, I have kinda really been "into pornography" like not real hardcore porn, but like sex scenes in movies. And I don't know why, but I keep going back and watching these videos. Its atleast 3 times a week. It seemsweird, 'cause I know looking a porn is normal, but it feels weird 'cause I don't have a girlfriend, and I've never really had a real girlfriend. And I don't want this to continue 'cause I don't want to be a 30 some guy who still looks at porn.