I took some pills to sedate myself so I won't be too scared when I do this. I'm going to try and slit my wrist, I have tried every other method and it just doesn't work. My ex-boyfriend still won't leave me alone, he is still harassing me (and the cops won't do shit about it, I reported it but because he is not threatening me or physically or sexually abusing me- he harasses me online and in public too, they can't do anything) and the court case I'm facing is worrying me, plus I have exams in two days, and even though I studied hard for them I don't think I will pass. I'm sorry everyone, I just can't deal with this anymore. Sorry everyone, I tried but I guess I'm just not meant for this world. I was once told by a cop that if I couldn't function in society than I shouldn't be here(his exact words) and he's right. He said this to me not because of my suicide attempts, but because of something else. I just can't deal with this any longer. I'm sorry, goodbye everyone.