Today, i had a really bad dispute with my family. there are ways on my part i could have handled things differently, but so could they. bottom line, i am done with this family. i am going to leave early this morning. i am not going to survive out there but i brought something to do me in for when the worst may happen. in a few hours i will be logging off anf turning off this computer. im not living like this family's scapegoat anymore.