Today I found out some news that has me really down. I've been suicidal in the past and I've been in treatment centers for 3 months now. I'm currently in a group home. I ran away Tuesday, but now I'm back. I think my situation may take me to crisis. I feel out of control and like I've lost my mind. I self harmed last night to help me remember something. I've just lost myself. Any help is greatly appreciated.