My will to live, i want to kill myself tomorrow, or tonight, everyday is just getting progressivly more painful. I keep thinking up plans and looking up methods. People in my life just seem to care less and less, i feel like everyone has forsaken me. My parents are just telling me "Sick of your bullshit" and my friends i think are just trying to deny it cos they don't know what to do. I can't be motivated to do much, and all i feel is pain. I don't feel like i can go on.