I can't handle this. I feel so alone, everyone I try to talk to just seems liek they don't care anymore, I feel liek crying and hurting myself. I don't think I can control myself anymore, I'm losing myself and I can't get a grip anymore, I feel liek I'm slipping away..I just want to die so I don't feel liek this anymore..I just want to die, I hate being alone. No one cares anymore. When I die I don't want anyone at my funeral, cause what's the point, if they didn't care when I'm alive, why should they when I'm dead..ill die the way I lived alone. I wish I could stop this feeling. I can't take this.