so basically ya. I'm just gonna get right to it. I'm 19 and highly depressed. My parents got a divorce last year and I'm having to pick up the slack. My moms not working and is also depressed my friends tell me to move out and leave her on her own. But none of them know that I'm suicidal and I just got done fighting with my mom and found out that she wants out if u know what I mean. I'm so lost and confused. All I want to do is live my life and go to school graduate and have my own family yet right now I'm so lost in despair and fear there's not much left for me. Suicide seems like a nice thing and more and more I think about doing it and it scares me. And I think how I would feel if my mom did it and that's how she would feel towards me doing it. I don't what to do I'm in a trance and feel numb all the time. And have no emotion. I've already see a counselor and it didn't work. Ugh confusion.