I don't know who I am or who I want to be. It seems every time I try to seek help I get the same answers over and over again and it makes me lose a lot of hope. I lack a lot of confidence because I just can't believe in myself. Sometimes I wonder if anyone believes in me. My girlfriend left me about 6 months ago because she doesn't see me going anywhere in life. That relationship was the best I've ever had and even she didn't believe in me. Sometimes I think it might just be best to end it all here to ease the constant confusion and melancholy.