Living in a college dorm somehow makes it easier for me to make friends. I think that having people that you know care about you definitely helps with not feeling suicidal. I know that it is definitely not easy though. Most of my life I have hardly had one good friend. It's easy being suicidal when you feel like you are all alone. I am just worried about staying friends with them during the summer. It's going to suck not seeing them all of the time. If you can, I would say please try to make friends with someone. I'm not saying it's going to be easy but if I can make friends than anyone can.