Nothing i ever do is right by you. one moment your happy and everythings okay. then the next ive done something wrong. you think its ok to take everything out on me. its ok for you to blame me and your thoughts dont hurt me. you say i never care how do you know how it makes me feel to know all i am to you is someone to blame. Your allowed to hurt me and im meant to shrug it off like it doesnt even matter i have to pretend everythings okay... when you say sorry. but sorry loses its meaning and doesnt fix everything. Maybe if i wasnt here you would understand just how much it hurts me. how it makes me feel and how useless i really am. i know im pathetic you told me many times. i know i dont deserve you, you keep telling me that too.. but all ive ever done is love you. want you and need you. but that was never enough was it?