I don't know why I joined this forum, I'm not suicidal and mostly a real positive person. For the most part though a few decisions I've made in the past have caused me to drift into a form of social anxeity. I have a hard time trusting people now. I guess I was just bored and lonely searching on google and came across this. And although I know positivity is great, a negative side is always there. I really hope the people who post a suicidal thoughts truly reconsider and think about their life and how to better themselves. Its all choices, and there is always a choice. A drastic measure sometimes needs to be taken, and can leave you alone for a while (like it did me). But self-improvement comes with a cost to re-evaluate yourself, your approach, your morals. I believe that cost is infact isolation until. That or I'm crazy.