Ok, so I'm not going to go into my history just right now. I actually found this forum looking for a forum that was in support of committing suicide. Instead I found this. I've been trying to research further into <Mod Edit: WildCherry: Methods>, which sounds like a great way to die. I've attempted suicide several times in the past, by cutting my wrists, and also trying to overdose. Believe it or not, I took over <Mod Edit, WildCherry: Methods> once in the effort to kill myself and woke up the next day, unable to talk or barely walk. That has been a few years back. Since then, I spend my time living with my mom (almost 30 freaking years old), playing an rpg game...passing time....trying to forget about my life or that I even exist....could care less about my life or myself...not really sure what to do. I guess I should say I suffer from what I would call extreme social anxiety. This has really crippled me. I can't even think about working right now. Its caused severe depression. I don't even really know what I'm doing here, I guess its basically a cry for help, cuz I simply don't know what to do. I'm almost certain I'm going to end up killing myself, fairly soon really. I'd give it 1 year. I don't have a place in society. Society has never accepted me, I hate myself, Im weird, I will never fit in, I can't work, unless its some job where I'm working by myself, and I've never found a job like that. So yeah, basically I'm asking you nice people, why, oh why should I continue to live?