I really don't know what to say here so ill just introduce myself. I'm 25 years old and I struggled with addiction for a lot of my life. I went to rehab about 6 months ago and haven't used any hard drugs since than. I thought things would get better not getting high but I'm more depressed than ever. I feel completely alone. I think everyone around liked the old me better because I was more outgoing in that state of mind. I had plenty of friends and almost always had a girlfriend. I've become anti social. I lost my girl. I lost my job about 6 weeks ago and now and spend all my time alone. I've been thinking about doing things to myself for a while now but I can feel it's getting closer and closer to happening. Last night was really bad. I just want to be happy and not alone..