Hi there Im new to the forum, so hiya everyone. I am struggling so much with my thoughts of suicide. I am in therapy. I told him a while ago I was suicidal and had the "means" to do it, but we just talked about it. Day after that I attempted. I landed myself in hospital for a while. I am worried..extremely...how do you think therapists feel when that happens? Like, when you say lalala and they dont really do much, and then you do something the next day? I wasnt expecting to survive you see...didnt know id have to deal with the aftermath and such. I am still extremely unsafe...I am already planning my next attempt and its highly fatal.