hi, im new to the forum. i have been self harming for quite some time now, (dont want to go into it too much as of yet), but i cannot see any way to stop. i tried, but i then got on a drinking binge and eventually after a week, i went back to harming. my friend caught me doing it & told alot of my other friends im a freak. i cant believevhe'd do such a thing. it made me feel even worse and i just got worse. Im registered as depressed and im seeing a counsellor at the moment, which isnt going great to be honest. i dont kno why ibother, imay as well do what i have felt like doing fr ages and just flippin doin it. rah sorry, just needed to vent a bit.