Yes I know pretty happy day for me considering I have been suicidal for....umm...a very long time! I'm just don't really want to die anymore;I got close enough I can finally see light at the end of the tunnel. It's still a long way to the end of the tunnel.I still have 3 years of high school plus 4 years of college(Hope to improve my grades so I can do that closer to home.) then police academy....then I will be at the tunnels end.I also will be thinking about if I want to join Nat. Guard while I'm in college to help pay for it. Dependng on how you look at it i'm not even sure I'm halfway there All in all when I get to the end I will be such a... STRESS RELIEVER!!!