I am part of a very conservative Christian religious denomination - I will not say which one, please do not ask. But I'm a fake. I believe in the bible moral code, I believe in God, but I'm not sure about doctrine, I'm rather agnostic towards it and when I hear other members speak I just smile and nod my head. I have no intention of leaving, all my fiends, and family in this religion. And it makes me feel secure and happy. The problem is I feel like a hypocrite, I feel deceitful, how bad is this? How bad am I? I was talking to ex members on the Internet and it made me realize that I don't want to leave. For the most part I am good I guess, I try my best. But I feel like a two faced lier. Is this true? Or am I just overthinking?