I'm not coping

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by Scum, Apr 10, 2009.

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  1. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    I'm sorry but I'm not. Tomorrow I might be more, but right now I'm not. I'm sorry.
  2. snowraven

    snowraven Well-Known Member

    Sorry to hear you are having a tough time of it. What's the problem?
  3. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    You don't have to apologize!! But what's wrong, is there a reason you're having such a tough time right now?
  4. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    Thanks for the replies :)

    Things are just tough. Yesterday was a very rough day for a couple of reasons, and that added onto what else has been going on has just really made me struggle.

    I'm sorry, I know I post a lot, but sometimes I don't know what else to do.
  5. snowraven

    snowraven Well-Known Member

    Hey S you don't need to apologize for posting. That's what the forum is all about. When it gets bad we reach out for help and support. I know just what you mean when you you talk about more bad things pilling on top of the stuff you are already dealing with. It just feels like it's all too much. You've got to keep fighting it though. Itake things day at a time and each day I get through I see as being a victory. Some days are really tough and that's when I reach out and the help and support I have received from people here have kept me going. Pm me if you need to chat about anything. Best wishes.
  6. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    It's okay. That's what we're here for, post as much as you want to.
  7. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    I'm so desperate right now
  8. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

  9. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    Scum hun, I am glad to see you posting when you feel the need to. It means you have not given up and are still fighting. I am glad you have that courage. I am sorry you are feeling so desperate about things. I do not know what is going on but am willing to listen if you need an ear. Feel free to PM me if you would like. You know you have a place in my heart that goes way back :). Keep seeking support and allowing us to do what we can to reassure you if even just the tiniest bit. Sometimes all we need is that little sliver of hope to hold on to. :hug:
  10. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    Thank you Terry and gentlelady.

    I actually had no idea about having a place in your heart gentlelady, that actually really surprised me. Thank you for the offer. I may take you up on it. I'm trying so hard but everything is just disintegrating and talking everything through, or even just writing it all out might help.

    Thank you. x
  11. SweetSurrender

    SweetSurrender Well-Known Member

    I'm really sorry to hear things are so tough.

    If it helps to write it out then you must! I find writing very theraputic myself. Although as you know i'm not a big fan of words!

  12. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    I know I'm pretty new around here, so I don't know you well. But feel free to PM me if you need to talk or vent or anything.

    You can make it through this. When things get too hard, try to lean on everyone here for a while. We'll help in any way we can.
  13. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    Thank you for the replies :)

    They really mean a lot. I feel so deeply alone and cold inside and seeing the replies eases that a bit, so thank you.

    I'm equally as desperate today as yesterday, and today I have some added anxiety. Just fucking great.

    I'm just so scared and confused.
  14. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    What's got you so scared and so confused? Would it help you at all to talk about it?

    I know you feel alone, but you're not. We're all here, and we care. Just try to keep hanging on, and keep talking.
  15. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    It's my therapy that has messed with my head, and then to add to that I am having difficulties and after having been assessed at a clinic on Thursday I now have to have more invasive tests because they are not sure what's wrong, and one of my pets (my pets keep my going) is not very well, and when any one of them gets ill it compeltely throws me out of whack.

    Thank you.
  16. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    I know what you mean about your pets. I have a dog, and when anything is wrong with her, it throws me literally into a panic. I can't imagine life without her.

    Having tests done sucks. Hopefully they'll be quick and painless, and the results will be okay.
  17. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    I don't know what t do. Do I go back to my T or do I not. Do I call it a day or do I not. I don't know what's best anymore.
  18. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    Was your T helpful, or is there a reason you dont' want to go back?

    Sorry, I know that wasn't very helpful.
  19. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    My T has been amazing. She has tried so hard to find a way to work with me. She has worked really hard. the reasons I am debating going back and seeing her are in my head, mostly not related to anythng she has or hasn't done.

    I'm just confused and messed about it.

    I'm contemplating calling and cancelling this weeks appointment and asking her not to contact me again, which then puts me in control an dremoves the pressure.
  20. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    Did you decide what to do about your T?
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