I dont know if this is the right section of the forum, it seems appropriate since I am uncertain about this. But I think I am going crazy, I know I'm not because I am still capable of rational thought and distinguishing between whats right and wrong, real and fake, whats there and whats not...but lately I have been seeing things, things that I know arent there. Which seems crazy to me. I told my doctor, she told me that its stress related, and the lack of sleep is getting to me. I'm stressed because I got laid off in February, and I havent slept since I quit drinking 7 weeks ago, maybe 5 hours a week at most. But I'm not sure I agree with her. Lately, I have been seeing things, this girl to be exact. And I know the girl, know her very well as a matter of fact. I have been seeing visions of her though. But when I reach out and touch her, I can feel her. I can smell her shampoo, I can feel the warmth of her fingers when she touchs me. It seems do real. Last night she I felt her crawl into bed with me, I could feel her lifting the blanket to get next to me, I felt her put her arm around me...I literally felt her there. But when I reached out to touch her, my hand went through her, she like...I dont know, faded away in front of me. The time before when I saw her, she was sitting on the edge of my bed, playing with the zippo I have on my nightstand...I could feel the heat from it. I've seen her before, just for for a second or two. But this just seems real, I can feel her, I've even touched her before. It seems too real to not be crazy.