I've been thinking of breaking up with him because he's way too good for me. I don't know what to do. It just seems unfair on him. A part of me wishes everyday we hadn't met so I could kill myself with one less person to hurt. Because I know for sure if either the relationship ended or I died it would cause him so much pain. It isn't fair, why did I have to hurt another person. What the hell is wrong with me.