I am feeling so low and worthless. I just want to cry so badly, but nothing will come out. People seem to forget that I am just a normal person, with real feelings and emotions, whether it's at work, at home or even here. I'm not perfect, I make mistakes and just like anybody else I learn from them as best as I can. Just because I hold a position of great responsibility (work, here, home) does not make it compulsory to receive abuse or be constantly put down. I am not a robot. But maybe I should stop caring. Maybe I should just put myself out of my own misery. I've only ever had the best of intentions, wanted to care, wanted to help but I always get trampled on in the process. Am I really that worthless and useless? I have had the worst night I have ever possibly had, and I just want to crawl into a hole, never to resurface. I guess I'm not worth shit to anyone. I am obviously the epitamy of the human race who deserves nothing less than pain, suffering and torment. Maybe I should accept that I just have no use on this planet, and just finally get the courage to end it once and for all.