I had a bad few weeks and they took there toll on me. I've somewhat sorted the main problem that was bothering me so i feel better. So i'm not suicidal (much) any more. Now i'm back to the dull gnawing depression and hopelessness that is my life. I have no past and no future, no sense of myself, no sense of what i'm supposed to do, no sense of other people. I'm disconnected from death now but i've always been disconnected from life too. Now i'm just lost and bewildered. Life just doesn't make sense to me, it never did, what am i supposed to do?