I'm a student in college. My major is mental health counseling...then why am I feeling so depressed? Counselors are supposed to have their stuff together. I've thought about <mod edit - methods> on more than one occasion. Something intrigues me about how easy yet how final it is. I don't think I can ever do it. I know I need Jesus and I have faith in Him. It helps. I just wanted to express how I'm feeling now..I am going to start counseling for myself this week.