I'm 17. I live with my stern hard to please mother and my aggressive step-father. My other father died when I was 5 but I never really knew him, apparently they were devorced. I remember my father telling me its not right to cry, thats all I really remember of him. I left school with bad grades, nto good enough for college. I work part time with a angry boss who tries to train me about admin work and IT repair. The pay is bad but my parents still want money for me living in the house ( I guess thats fair) but I have no money left - I Know my issues are not as important as alot of other peoples so please dont call me selfish, I know I already am. I really dont know what to do with my life. thanks.