For the last four years of my life I have been battling depression and suicidal thoughts with three attempts. Recently I have moved away from my hometown, a place where I had lived for ten years. I live with my sister, dad, and now my grandparents as well. I do not get along with any of them. I don't know what to do about anything anymore. I don't even know why I made an account in this website or why I'm posing any of this right now. I just don't know..