we'll see what happens. My name is scott and i reside in Las Vegas NV. I'm only 19 almost 20. I've suffered with depression and suicidal feelings for a long time now. I'm not really up for pouring my heart out on the tabel as i know none of you right now. I'm back at a low in my life and one of the lowest i've been in thats why i've extended to a forum. There a lot in my past that keeps me at the common state in which i'm in but i'm slowing learning to get through that. I was doing good for awhile but current things have brought down my disposition and has caused me to end up where i'm at once again. I'm not looking for people to feel sorry for me just looking for people to talk with on a total confidential level and hopefully find a way out myself. i'm a very indpendent person and strive to always be and this is the easiest thing for me to do. If anyone is intrested in just having a chatting buddy or let me know. I'm a very talkative person hehe. Best of luck to all and hope you get through your trials.