But I need to say something, anything to some one right now. Ive never posted here though I've lurked and watched. Im not sure why anything is different tonight but i really want to just, blow my brains out, Ive had it with everything..i have so many people that love me, that have kept me alive for eight long hard years. I recovered but recently the relapses..there horrible, the memories of everything Ive been in, abusive family, watching my dad and step dad litterly die, right there in font of me after suffering from cancer..my dog getting his head smashed in by a truck a week after my dad departed and alot of other things I don't care to mention. I used to hold on to my friends but they have gone, im so young but I feel so old..and tonight its been the worst it has in years..and i dunno if i can hold on any longer.. im trying so hard..s'why im here.i just..i dunno..
Im not sure what to say
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