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Not sure who to talk to, Not sure where to go, Not sure I want help. Been sucidial for years, got better when I was on my meds. I can't afford my meds haven't been able to for months. Sucidial thoughts have been worse then ever before. I don't have much in my life, I try to change it, try to do something that will make me happy and I fall harder and further then I did before. I mean I might actually have to go to court over the last job that I lost. I'm so tired and frustrated. I have no family really, No friends either. You may say "yes you do no one has absolutely no friends". Well I'm serious I have no one to call to help me if I ever need it for anything. I'm a constant fuck up I can't do anything right ever. I don't even know why I'm typing and posting this. Maybe for one last chance to see if a total stranger would care if there's one less person in this world.
Severely hurting
Severely hurting