Hey guys, I wasnt too sure where to post this, as i wouldnt say i'm as depressed as i have been. I feel so useless. Last week i achieved my 2 diplomas in criminology and sociology, but i failed maths for the 2nd time. All the good jobs require a pass in maths and i just cant get it. I looked online for better jobs where i can use my skills and i dont think i'll ever fit in anywhere. I promised a dear friend i would do my studies for them, and now they're done. I dont feel like celebrating anything, just that i'm at the end of my road. My scars are causing me issues too, because theres so many and they're so deep, my arms go blue and freezing cold even if im really warm, and then they become useless. I'm not a princess, i'm a freak. I feel like im getting out of control and have thought of causing harm to others which scares me to death. I've never wanted anyone to suffer anything like i have, and i dont understand anything. Everything is messed up, I'm messed up. I just want to be free.