I dont know. I know I have a lot of issues and problems. But I really didn't think I was that bad. Or atleast I always thought I wasnt any worse than anyone else here or in the "outside" world. And I dont need people "protecting" me. When I say I'm there to help my friends I mean it. Is that so impossible to believe? But yet they listen to my problems offer their advice and continue to turn elsewhere when they are hurting or in trouble. I can handle it.... I can. If I cant I'd be the first to say it. So please stop thinking for me or about how I'm going to feel. I want to help. No I need to help. I'm sick of always taking and not being able to give in return. That's just not me. It makes me feel like maybe I shouldnt be turning to the people I love and trust because I'm too much. Time to stop sharing. It makes me feel greedy. Am I? Am I missing something here? My offer stands!!!