Something I'm not particularly proud of. I might've been proud of it in 6th grade when I slammed my knee against a pole or hit my head falling down and didn't cry. I'd like to cry at the right occasions. Right now my best friend/ex-girlfriend is suffering from cervical dystonia and I'm there for her. I do a lot of things for her, listen, cover her expenses, drive her places. But I'd like to cry for her suffering when she cries too. Her father can do that; he's very up front with his emotions. I don't know what happened in my life where I lost the ability to cry. Hell, it's hard even crying for myself. I use sad songs, but I can only manage a few seconds of lip trembling and half a tear. It's been decades since I've had a full-blown bawl. It's something I have a hard time with.