ive been sitting back watching a friend for sometime, i always felt something when i looked into her eyes. i watched her go out with scum and even one of my friends. out of no where i hear she always liked me, so we start getting closer. i went to ask her out and she told me she just wanted to chill, i said ok even though i was disapointed. i was guessing we would be more later. how wrong i was turns out theres another guy shes seeing on the side. i dont get it... why would she do that to me, im so fucking mad but am to depressed to do anything. its such a shame this is happening. ive been in this situation before but this time its worse. just what the fuck am i to her i cant take the feeling inside its not right. im so fucking down.