I'm often in chat...

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by meaningless-vessel, Feb 18, 2012.

  1. meaningless-vessel

    meaningless-vessel Well-Known Member

    But there's one topic I seem to drop from a bubbly high to a low within a split second.

    Whenever its brought up - i'm like :argh:

    I mean.. I have a son I haven't seen since Jan 07.. his birthday is this coming wednesday (Feb 22nd), and thats all I can think about - making me worse each time I do drop lower.

    I just wanna scream out but I can't. I want to destroy myself slowly. But I also want a fast and painless self-destruct button.

  2. vixter101

    vixter101 Chat Buddy

    Big hugs gary :hug:

    Remember that I think you are :superman: so you are strong and I am always here for you....in any medium.....

    Muchos love pinky,

    Love Perky ;)
  3. lightbeam

    lightbeam Antiquities Friend

    I know how you feel. One of my son's bday is also the 22nd. I honestly don't know what to do either. However, I know that all my children are safe with their mothers.

    Don't let it get to you Gary. Some things are just beyond out control.