I'm on the brink here

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by anoriginalthought, Mar 18, 2014.

  1. anoriginalthought

    anoriginalthought Active Member

    So after enough reading i figured out that I would rather die than express my sexuality apparently. Death. Why have i created this ultimatum for myself. Kill myself or have sex. Those are my two options. I dont know why death is even on the table but it is. Would would i rather die? Why did this happen? How did this happen to me?
     
  2. Twocky61

    Twocky61 Banned Member

    Just express your sexuality anoriginalthought - no one will judge you - come out of the closet; come back from Narnia

    :freehug:
     
  3. anoriginalthought

    anoriginalthought Active Member

    clever analogy. its more about. Not being able to. I keep choosing death and i dont know why I prefer death to reproducing. I think im in love with the idea of dying. I would cry if the idea would ever leave me. I would rather love death than another human being. I long for it, i lust for it. How the hell does this happen?